Happy CNY and Happy Valentine's Day!

Happy CNY to everyone of you! Gong Xi Fatt Chai!! Get as many Ang Pao as you all could! LOL!

And not forgetting about the lovely Valentine's Day! Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Send roses to your loved one yet? What are you waiting for? Get your ass up and buy him/her something!

Big thank you to YOU for the present! *SHY*SHY*SHY* My first ever gift on Valentine's Day! Woots!

odm Watch! Which I had always wanted to buy myself one when I was still in Singapore! And now! I get my very first odm watch! WEEEE! So happy about it!

Before I take it out of it's box!

The transparent box! With the odm Watch inside! Really love the transparent box alot! It looks unique! and COOL!

There is even a small little pillow for the watch to "sleep" with =X

The odm Watch. It's actually turned on already! But you have to press on the "ON" button, so the time/date will appear.

On my wrist! It looks like a wrist band when time/date was not shown. Looks so FAB!

The times! It more like a disco watch though! Love it!

Shall end it here :) Happy CNY and a lovely V day to you all!

The Public Figure

Carl, Dean, Joe and me. We are friend. Pretty close friend. We share our secrets. Unless the secrets was told by someone that it must not be reveal and tell to the others.

We, or should I say, Carl, found out someone's secret recently. Why do I call it secret? It's because, it surely IS a secret, and the someone here didn't planned on letting anyone on knowing it. Too bad that we were beside Carl, while the someone was telling him, his untold's sides and story through Facebook's chat. The someone here has a child and a wife. He has his own clinic as well. His wife (I THINK) is helping him in his clinic. And his child, is merely 2 year old. Everyone called him Tony.

I will start the story from the very beginning when we just found out Tony's secret.

Right before everything happened, we knew that Tony has a family, and he knew alot of peoples, which makes him a public figure in this town. And he was really a friendly person.

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One night...
Tony added Carl on Facebook recently, and Carl approved his request. After Carl approved Tony's request, they started their very first conversation on Facebook.


Tony : Hey, hows your day today? Been busy?
Carl : Not really.. How about yours?

I WILL CUT ALL THESE CRAPS OUT AND SKIP DIRECTLY TO THE POINT!

Tony : Hey! I have something to tell you, but you got to promised me that, it is just between me and you alright?
Carl : Yea sure.. What is it..?
Tony : Okay, I have trust in you! But, I really got no idea how do I start this.. It's kind of hard for me to tell this.
Carl : What? Uh Oh.. Tell me that it's not a scandal..
Tony : Uh.. Your right. And the hardest part to tell is that..
Carl : Gosh! What about your wife? She knows about this already??
Tony : No! She don't. I think I'll just be straight forward on telling you this.. The scandal here, we are talking about, it's not with a girl, but a guy.
Carl : Owh! So who this guy is? Do we know him? Your wife knows him as well?


Joe and I were right beside and reading the content of the conversation from the very beginning, Dean was busy with something else, so he wasn't there, and so he know nothing about Tony's scandal. Yet.


Tony : No! She don't know anything. Promise me that it is just between only me and you alright! And there will never be a third person to know about this!
Carl : Yes Yes! I wont' tell anyone! Unless you want me to leak this out.
Tony : ...
Carl : Don't worry, I won't if you don't want me to tell anything.


And after knowing that Tony get married was just to avoid peoples bad mouthing him as a gay, we started to felt sorry for his wife. We do know that he loved his wife, but their love doesn't seems to be strong enough to hold everything. The longer Carl talk with Tony on Facebook, the more the ugly side of him revealed. He had killed himself in my mind.


Tony : Would you like to meet me up to have fun?
Carl : What?
Tony : Should I say..? This Sunday? I'll call you.
Carl : Are you sure about this? I do not want your wife to chop my head off.
Tony : You don't have to worry about this Carl. I know what to do.
Carl : Hey, I got to go now, we are closing our shop right now, I'll talk with you some other times. Good night.


When the conversation is getting a little bit TOO OVER, Carl told him that he has to leave and log off. Carl purposely sounded like he wanted to have "FUN" with him, to test whether is Tony lying or is he telling the truth on meeting Carl privately and have sex with him. And obviously, Tony was not lying.


Carl : Should we tell Dean about this?
Joe : NO of course! What if he leak this out? Tony told you not to tell anyone else! So now we know about this, and we shouldn't spread this out too!
Me : No comment about this. I have no one to spread this news to anyway.
Carl : But I can't keep this from Dean! I can't! I just can't!
Joe : Hey! You promised Tony!
Dean: What was it? Whats with Tony?


And yes, Carl told Dean everything about Tony. But Dean doesn't seems to be surprised by what he heard.


Dean: As expected. Then why do you have to keep this from me? As if like I don't know about him? Told you guy that he is gay already! You have any idea on how many married gay friends we have? What makes him so special?
Joe : ....


A long pause. We were all glancing at Joe while we were in the middle of the long silence.


Joe : Alright.. But, let's just not talk about this anymore, and never will US leak this out.
Dean: Would you stop? We are not that free enough to spread this "news"!


Conversation ended.


Few more days later, Tony started to text Carl on phone. Asking him out to meet and to have sex with him. Carl ignored the texts from Tony. As time passes, we slowly forget about the so-called SECRETS of Tony. And we don't see Tony dining at Carl and Dean's shop anymore.

But Joe is pretty close with Tony. As they went to the same Gym. They talked alot after they are done exercising. Joe told us that, Tony shared alot of his story with him. But he doesn't seems like willing to share them with us, so we didn't ask much.

As day passes, times flies. Tony's story had become as tiny as a sand among us, we pay no attention on what Tony is up to, and what he is going to do to his family. As the more Carl tried to pesuade him on giving up on the guy he fell for, and love his family more, the more is Tony asking Carl out for sex.

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One night..
We have friends called up for a drinking session at Carl and Dean's lounge. One of our friend, Justin reached earlier, we talk alot while we were waiting for the rest to reach and join us.


Justin: Uh! You know! Theres one guy really annoyed Ken alot!
Carl : Why? Why do you say that?
Justin: That guy called Ken almost everyday, and Ken got fed up, and stop answering his calls.
Carl : Oh. Who is this guy anyway.
Justin: I don't know, they met each other in a pub. I can't really see his face though. But I know he is kind of muscular.


Carl gave me a look, which is kind of like signaling me : could it be.. him..?


Carl : Short hair?
Justin: Yea.
Carl : With glasses?
Justin: Ya!


Carl took his iPhone out immediately and tried to get on to Facebook to show Justin Tony's photo.


Justin: Yea, that's him.


Tony and my jaws droped. We get our asses out of the sofa and try to look for Dean. It's like FINALLY we get to know the guy that Tony fell for! And surprisingly, he is one of our close friend! Ken!

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Few days after we found out the guy who Tony "liked" or, like what he said, LOVED, Carl emailed Tony. And here is the contents of their emails.

Carl : Hey, I know who that guy is already. Please don't ask me how, where and from who do I get the info/news from. And please don't ask the guy that you felt for, this may cause misunderstanding among us. Just becareful alright.?

Tony: Hello, and thanks for showing your concern. I will not ask him about anything. I don't see any point for me to beware of. As long as I love him, and he love me, that's it. Nothing can stop our love. Just like I like you :) And somehow, at some point, you do looks like him.

Carl : Me? Looks like him? As in..? Im not as slim as him though.. I looks fatter than him. Just becareful alright.. I know him.

Tony: Your not fat to me. Miss me much..?

Carl stoped replying to him, when he sensed that it's completely pointless on warning him that Ken isn't a very good person, as Tony seems to be fooling and playing around with Carl.

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It's Saturday night. We went clubbing on Saturday night for the previous weeks. And, as usual, we are all waiting and gathering at Carl and Dean's lounge.

While we were waiting, I saw Joe walked towards his car. And so I shouted at him..

Me : Oi! You are not joining us later?

Joe : I am. But I have something to deal with now, will join you guys after Im done with it.

Me : Oh! (I thought that he is going to find his fuck buddy to have some sex before joining us) Are we not important compared to your SOMETHING?

Joe : My something is more important now. *Wink*

Me : Fine then.. Bye! See ya later!

And Joe started his engine, Broom!

It's 12AM sharp already! And Carl and Dean's lounge is still filled with peoples, so they asked us to go over and party first, instead of waiting for them to finish their bussiness. And so, we went over first.

We stepped into the pub, the atmosphere was crazy! It felt so freaking awesome and wild! Everyone there were dancing and shaking and drinking. Everyone were enjoying the atmosphere, the music and everything. As we squeezed ourselves through the crowd, we find our friends. It's lucky that they got their table reserved. Cause the club was totally flooded with peoples. And so, we start our wild night.

As I was busy playing and drinking with my friends, I thought.. I saw a familiar face. Someone I knew.. But he was gone within second, as there were really way too many of peoples blocking my sight. And then, I saw him again. It's Tony. After I confirmed that it's really Tony, I sms-ed Carl, telling him that Tony is here, but not with us, he was with someone else. He was with his wife's brother and... Joe.

Carl and Dean joined. Tony's group joined us before Carl and Dean reached. And Joe was always dancing/shaking/dirnking with me, but that night he was really busy sticking himself to Tony. He seems like to protecting him from us. Sadly to tell that, we ALL were not showing any interest on Tony. And so, I didn't go and look for Joe to drink with him nor to dance with him, as he was BUSY with his NEW friend.

Tony was dancing with Joe all the times, until he saw Ken. He was like the north pole of a magnet and Ken was like the south. Tony was IMMEDIATELY sucked over to Ken. And he sticked himself to Ken all the time, and left Joe alone. Tony started to stick his body to Ken's. Something even worse was that, he was kissing Ken's neck like no body was watching.

Carl, Dean and I were so shocked when we saw Tony kissing Ken. We thought he wanted to be low profile on this? But now?

As a public figure, as a doctor in this town, with a wife and a child, are you supposed to do this in public? And you were doing it right in front of your wife's brother?! Are you NUTS? So you confessed to your wife's brother that you are GAY, but does the publics know? No they DON'T!

And the thing that really got us(Carl, Dean and me) mad at Joe was that, why is Joe still trying to "protect" Tony from leaking his gay news to the public? Since that he had told the public himself already by kissing and sticking his body and dancing like a gay couple with Ken.

And whenever we mentioned about The Public Figure Tony, Carl and Joe would start their arguement. Which I think that it is SERIOUSLY uneccessary. Joe make it sounds like Carl is trying to hook Tony up, but I can tell that Carl is not showing any interest on Tony, Carl was just trying to warn Tony of being careful on not forgetting WHO HE WAS. But Tony seems like he is no longer afraid of letting everyone around him to know that he is GAY.

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Present Days.

I saw Tony when I was with my friend in a club. He was there with his wife's brother. I ignored him, and he didn't say hi to me either. Who cares anyway?

Every of our friends says that Tony WAS a good husband. He has a good career, he treats his wife and his child well. And he is quite a good looking person with a good body figure. I can tell that he can attract ladies easily. Lots of my friend says that Tony is good looking. (For the first sight)

And now.. Every of my friend goes EWWWW.. whenever we mentioned Tony.

Tony's rumour is everywhere. And it is spreading in a very fast speed. Lots and lots of people knows him. The real him. His image is now as ugly as *BEEP*.

He can't blame anyone. But he, himself.

Story ENDS here!

He, the so-called Public Figure..

Get himself married to avoid gay issue.

Get Carl and Joe argued over something which is so stupid and pointless. (If Tony had never asked us to hide and cover up that he is a gay, Joe will not try to cover his shit news. And Joe is still trying to cover it up when Tony has already SHOWN the world that he is GAY. And Joe will never lied to us, and Carl would never quarrel with Joe. And shit things would never happen between us. Thank you Tony)

Spoiled his image and good impression in everyone's eyes. Everyone that know him.

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You all may ask that, if this is something which that Tony asked us not to tell and shared to anyone, and why am I still posting this up here. I do this, it's because, I get the permission from Tony. Not by asking him in person, but by the act he shown us. We don't see a need on helping him to cover his issue up.

If you all still think that it is not good on spreading this here, well, you can't stop me from doing that, as this is my blog. And I did not abused anyone. I DID NOT. The names were all fake anyway.

Believe it or not, I did not created this.

The Irritants..!

I know there is LOTS of things which could irritates us every hours, every minutes, every seconds in a day! There is just way too many to list them out every and each of them.

But! I am so going to talk this out! Which I find it really irritates me alot.. When it comes to friends and GF/BF!

"Hey! I can't make it .. I have to be with my GF tonight!"

"Sorry, my GF would be so mad at me if I hang out with you guys! Sorry!"

"Umm.. Can we dine on some other date? I can't dine with you guys tonight, Have to be by my GF side. Oh ya, Can you tell the rest that I can't make it for tonight? Thank alot!"

Bla Bla Bla! This is So! BBLLLAAAAA! I can't stand this!
I mean, It's okay if you have to be with your partner SOMETIMES, when the others of your friends asked you out for dinner, for drinks or whatever. But surely you can't tell us that you have to be with your partner ALL THE TIMES right? This is so lame.. Then what are WE? Are we still friends?

I just can't stand it! This is really getting me so pissed whenever I am asking my friend out for dinner, and he tell me that..
"Aiya~ You know lah! Girlsss~ They get mad easily on their BF for not staying by her side after work."

And I was like.. What the FUCK? I've been asking you out for dinner/supper for like more than 5times already, and you tell me that you have to be with your girl every time I asked you out! This is so a bullshit!
And no! You don't have to tell me that she gets mad on you easily or what, that don't makes me pity you more and let you off so easily!
If YOUR girl get mad ( *ROLL EYES* Just be straight, JEALUOS! ) on you that easy, why not you just bring her out with you and eat with us! Whats the problem with that?! And whats the point on getting mad at you for going out with friend for just DINNER? And no! WE DONT MIND TO EAT WITH COUPLES!

Little thing to share from me - I've seen some of my good friend's GFs! And you all knows what? They all acted like.. "Ow please.. Look at yourself.. You looks just like a goblin, go and crawl back into the cave please! You are so not suppose to see the light in this world"
You know those eyes, which full of themselves, and having the little stupid mind like.. I AM THE PRETTIEST AND HOTTEST GIRL IN THE WORLD!

Notes for those GFs : Go and jump from the tallest building in the town please! The world will never cry for you. The way you looked at us, makes you so a lesbo. LOSERS! And I am not going to say that you are pretty nor hot.. Cause you are not.. NOT EVEN CLOSE!

Notes for the so-called SHY GIRLS : Too shy to see your BF's friends? Then what happen when it comes to see the parents? You hide home too? Ow come on!!

Okay, Now the second funny things to talk about.

"Don't sit so close with me.. My BF will scold me later!"

"Don't mail me through inbox on Facebook! My BF knows my password, he'll check!"

"Don't talk too much with me please, My BF would get jealuos and scold me later!"

Geez! Don't sit so close with you? We were in the lounge, and the sofa seat limited where I can place my HUGE BUTT! Is there any problem to sit at your left hand side, and your BF on your right? Or your saying that, the sofa is meant for you and your BF only?
I find it really funny whenever my female friends told me that their BF would get jealuos and scold them if I sms her or talk to her. I don't know about you guys, But don't you all find it that he is kind of selfish for doing so? Limiting my female friend's social circle! I don't think this is something right to do man!
If we are those who do drugs and drink everyday! And intended on molesting your GF or raping her, Yea you can stop her from seeing us. But PLEASE! You limit her even for a class gathering? Are you nuts?

And the facebook thing is SO RIDICULUOS! I nearly laughed my ass off when she told me this. You can show him the content of what we were chatting! We're just talking about something normal and common!

Notes for the BF : Come on! If you think every guy that sit next to your girl and talk to your girl are all trying to snatch her away from you, and you are so a weirdo. You have no self confident AT ALL. And do we (guy) have to tell you WE ARE ALL GAY, so that you sense no rivals? Geez! As for the facebook thing, Yea you can check it whenever you want.. We have no secrets at all, as we were really talking about the class gathering thing, and not flirting like EWWW! And STOP being a selfish ass, and limit your girl on talking to her friend! BE A MAN! *Urgh*

Guess that's all for this time! Im just so mad at a sudden, so why not blog it all out!

This is US. For CNY.

Yes Yes, Yes! I know.. CNY( in case some of you didn't know what CNY is, its the short form of Chinese New Year ) is here again! Fast right? Im pretty sure all those kids are happy again.. I wonder why are they soooo happy? I am once one of those kids, and yea, I am very happy whenever it comes to CNY..
But now, by looking back at the 19 CNY that I had been through.. I wonder, why am I soooooOOOOOOO happy when it is CNY. I mean, what is the MAIN POINT on being so hyper and happy?

Is it because of the AngPao?( in case some of you didn't know what an AngPao is, It is actually a red packet with money inside, which is given to the kids when they are paying visit to someone's place)
As you can see, they are KIDS! Whenever they get AngPao.. What would they do? Or should I say, what would their parents do?
"Boy~Give me the red packet, Mummy will help you on keeping them! Here, Good boy!"
And after handing the red packets to their parents, they went and "party" with their cousins or friends or whoever.
So, Red packet doesn't really seems attractive enough for kids huh..?

Or is it because of they get the chances to see all their relatives once again? ( Strongly do not think this is the point that they get so happy about)
Well, honestly.. You will only be happy when you get to see your uncles/aunts/cousins who happened to be really close to you right? And what about those who were kind of "lost contacting" with you?
"Heck care them.." I believe some of you would think that way. ADMIT IT!
Alright.. Even me myself will say that sometimes.

Or is it because they get the chance to buy HELL LOTS of new clothes? ( Imma talk about this )
You know, this is the HOT TOPIC now for teenagers. Er.. Am I wrong? not only teenagers I guess.. some aunties/uncles would ask the same question as well..
"Hey, you bought your new year's clothes yet?"
If you ask me.. NO is my answer.

My point is.. I believe every and each of you out there, buy clothes/shoes. Like maybe once in a month, after you get your pay for your hard work. Or you buy yourself a new dress or something for a dinner or whatever. Even for the children, their parents will buy them clothes when they feels like it.
Since we all are buying clothes/shoes so often already, then why should we spend like more than a thousand on clothes again on CNY?
I know some of you would say.. "BECAUSE ITS CNY, ONE YEAR ONE TIME MA!"
Yea I know, its CNY, don't you think of using the money that you spent on your clothes else where? Like what you may ask..
Like bringing your whole family to a good restaurant and dine TOGETHER!

Some of the peoples even needs 7 sets of clothes for CNY. One set for a day. So you looks new for 7 days. Geez! Is it necessary?
Im not saying that.. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BUY CLOTHES FOR CNY, But one or 2 sets is enough don't you think?
Guess I'll show you guys some photos of me and my clothes for CNY! And also my brother's.

Nope, those ain't new. Bought the trousers few years ago. And the shirt? Bought it last year in Singapore.
And heres another view of my brother and his clothes.

As of for shoes? A Converse will do I guess? From the de-colouring and the dirtied part, you can roughly guess how old the converse is already!
Many ask, why do I put my trousers into my shoes..
"This is ME! My way of wearing my Converse-high."

Off Topic : And I find it funny when some peoples tend to get themselves short pants for CNY, their friends will be like.. "Huh? Your wearing short pants to people's house? That's weird."
Er.. Mind telling me whats so weird bout that please? And they say it's gay for guy to wear short pants that is shorter to their knee level. I was like.. What?!

And if that makes me gay? And it makes you failed for having such a weird views on short pants.
Well, now, I'll say that, the shirt was new. As my friend bought it for me from Taiwan. He came back recently. So yea, the shirt is pretty new though. And also for the white flops, I bought it recently. As my previous flops was totally "crushed".
The cool glasses? I borrow it from my friend.

I found some very old shirt which I bought last year. And I wore it for only one time! geeZ, How waste! When I just bought it, I thought it looks nice, but then I realized that, I can't really wear this out everyday.. And the shirt itself looks like it should be worn for some occasions.
But! I think I can wear the cloth again? For CNY. ( See, Im saving money again! )
But, the shirt is a little bit tight for my size now.. Hah!

With the FLOPS?
Yea.. Whats with it.. I don't find it weird. LOOKS FAB to me.
And.. And! The jean was also worn once. Bought it last year as well. Guess this would be my new cloth for CNY? ( 0 budget )
Although I don't really like the whole thing. LOL! Im not really into shirts like that.. Wonder why did I bought it..
Im more into normal Tee.. Simple and easy.. Hehe! And it's easier to find a pant/trousers to match with it..
And lastly, I'll just show the Tee, which me and my brother love it MOST! Which our mummy bought it for us when she went to Kuching for a short trip, last year.

And again! I am not saying that you all are not allowed to buy yourself clothes for CNY. Yes you do, it's your money after all, but don't you think spending so much on clothes on one go is kind of.. too over? Think about it..
My friend's brother's told me that.. he has a friend who spent RM700 plus for 5 tee shirt, for his CNY. I was like.. What the..?! Rich kid I suppose?

And thats all from me! Signing off with 4 pictures. APPLE TEES!

Dirty Little Secrets~

I believe that everyone of you have your very own Dirty Secrets which you would never want anyone to know about them =X
Guess I am so right about that..

So, how do you keep your secrets? By hiding them in your heart? Well, I think most of the people out there, would still love to share their secret with someone.. Although it is a secret.
It's good if you are sharing your secrets with someone who are trust worthy, and will not leak your personal stuff out. What if you found the wrong person to share with? That's just too bad! There is lots of peoples out there who happened to love on spreading rumors nowadays.. Guess your little secret will be known by the whole world within a minute if you shared your Dirty Little Secret with someone with a CNN mouth, World Wide Broadcasting.

Okay, Here is what I would do if I really really really wanna share something that is sooo secretive! There is always 2 options for me.

First - Share it with someone that I really know him/she well, and trusted him/her.
As some of you that know me well enough, should know that I don't really share everything of me with ANYONE. I only share it with someone that is close with me.. Close enough for me to trust them.
And honestly, I am so so so glad to have such friends around me.
And yea, they sure knew lots of my untold story. =P They should also considered themselves as lucky cause I chose them to be the one to share my story?

Second - Write it down in a book/diary. (Imma talk more about this, I am even going to show you guys my "Secret Book")
Can't find yourself someone who is trust worthy to share your little secrets? Why not just buy yourself a small little book and write everything down in the book? And keep it somewhere only you know, so no one else can find it but you. Safe enough to keep your secret right? And it is also a very good way to tell every single details of your "Dark Story" =X

Alright.. few days back, I was trying to tidy up my room. And I found a sling bag of mine. I unzipped it and found 2 books inside.. And WooHoo! I found my "Secret Book".

My "BOOKS" looks so MADLY COOL!

Imma show you guys the smaller one first! It work as my diary when I first bought it. But then I realized Im getting so lazy on writing it every night.. So why not I just change it into some useful "STORE" where I store my story and my secrets, which I don't think I would ever tell anyone.

What a beauty!
Yes, Its a guest book. But who care? Its mine now, I want it to be my diary, so it needs to obey :)
And look at the pens besides! The 2 pens that I bought are not in blue nor black ink. Instead, they are in WHITE and GREY ink. Cause the pages in my DIARY/BOOK of Secrets are all in black! ( How clever and creative am I to get such an unique diary? )
Black pages with white/grey ink on it.. Just purely FAB!

And I used to carry it everywhere when I was still in Singapore.
Who am I going to meet, What am I doing, Where am I.. were all written in it.
It helps on recalling my memories I had in Singapore! Just Sweet! Miss all those days I had in Singapore!

Sneak peek of the inside of it! I know you wants more! So that you can read on it! LOL!

Get to read anything from the picture above? Craving for more right? I know you all are so curious on whats inside! Hah! Love the white on black pages! And wow at my handwriting.. Its kind of messy..

And this is when it is still working as My Diary! So nothing much to hide =P

Alright, That's all for the small book. As for the bigger one.. I haven't used much of it. It is still pretty new and FRESH. lol
Theres few pages been used though.. And I rip them off and threw them off. As It was just something useless that I wrote before.
And heres a clear view of it..

This is different than the small one. As all the pages inside are white, and as you all can see, it is alot more bigger than the small one, so you can write more stuff of yours in it :)
This is a gift from my friend. He lost on betting something with me, and so I took him to the place where I bought my previous book to get this one. Haha! Clever me of choosing gift!

Didn't took much pictures of this one.. Cause its mostly blank.
One last picture for this book.

Wow! Someone's name is pretty obvious here! And yea! That's my handwriting! Nice? Messy.
Blue ink on white page still looks pretty nice though. Black on white looks too common and normal. Shoulda try red on white next time when I have something to write in the book.. Should looks nice too right..?

And here is my last picture of my 2 little Secrets Books! The Duo!

End of the pics! Feeling like trying what I've done to my secrets? Try it :) It'll be really interesting when your reading all you've wrote it now in your future. You could really laugh your ass off by then.

Psst! If your interested on sharing your Secret/Story with me, Feel free to email them to me. I'll put them into my Books.

Wondering where I get those books in Singapore? They are from Prints. They have lots of FAB notebooks! Go have a look there! And you might find yourself something!


Later!

My Privacy.

DingDong! A friendly reminder here.. Be prepared for a long entry. Get yourself some snacks before laying your eyes on the very first word after this line. DingDong!


What comes in your mind when we speak of privacy? Is it necessary for us to show respects onto people's privacy? If we don't have to.. Then what IS privacy?

Look, I am not here to attack anyone.. (Including MY OWN MUM! So kindly don't lecture me after reading my entry, Thank You. I am just pointing out my views! When and where and how should I and anyone else's privacy should be respected by not only their parents, but everyone!)


Firstly~ Door/Room matters.
Alright, I know nowadays, A LOT parents doesn't allow their children to lock their bedroom's door up! BUT I think, this should be apply for children who are below 18 year old!
And I know parents are just trying to protect their children from doing silly things at the other side of the locked door..

If the children live in a happy family, with a lovely dad and a caring mum, I believe they will never try to cut themselves with knife and trying to be emo in their own room every night, or try to kill themselves in their own room.

And heres the point..
If they woried about their children so much, why don't they just let them to sleep right BETWEEN them? And not at the next room?

What? You need privacy? So you parents can DO SOMETHING WHICH KIDS ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO SEE? Hmm.. Pretty interesting eh?

Alright, and here I am to talk about MY PRIVACY.
I am turning 20 on this coming March. And I sleep alone with my own room. And I do lock my door up whenever I sleep. (Why do you lock your door when you sleep? You may ask.. What if a thief broke into your house one night huh? Well, at least I am still safe, and it saves me more time to call for help or whatever that your gonna do. Good enough to answer your question? No? Then don't lock your door when your making love with your loved one)

And here is a BIG RESPECT for my brother Wilson. He knock whenever he tries to enter my room, and not by dashing into my room. He enter without knocking only when Im in the room, and with the door widely opened. And whenever he tries to wake me up from my dream, he knocked softly and not banging on the door. How sweet he is :)

And now.. My mum. *Roll Eyes*
For your info, the keys to unlock my bedroom's door is hung on the key hanger on the wall, left hand sided to my bedroom's door. But, for strangers, to get the correct keys into my room.. their chances are like 10/20.. Because~ The keys there.. are like a bunch of grapes! Wanna get into my room? Worth trying it :) But for us( me, my mum and my bro ) we know which keys unlock which door.

So! My mum, unlock and enter my room without any knocking sometimes in the morning. Which I find it pretty.... rude and annoying.
I know many of you would say that.. " She is your mum, and that's her house, of course she can enter your room without asking for your permission!"
Yea right.. Okay.. Let's put it this way.. WHAT IF!

I am masturbating in my room, and my mum dash into my room.. and I cum..?

I am having some wild fun sex with my sex partner or whoever, and my mum entered?

I am fully naked and having phone sex with someone?

So you see..? There are many things that I definitely do not want my mum to see!
And whenever I try to tell her to knock before coming into my room.. she would just say..

" I am your mum! Is there anything I cannot see!?"

And I'll be like.. *ROLLLLLL EYES*
There is nothing that you cannot see when I was still little, But when I am 20, there is ALOT OF THINGS THAT YOU SHOULDN'T SEE! Like what you would ask.. MY DICK LA!
You all would most probably says that my mum had seen my dick when I was little.. But DUH! You think 20yo's dick looks like a 5yo's dick? Search up for porn on the internet and make comparison to some baby around you! GEEZ!

Alright! Not going to rant anymore craps about this! I think that's enough for you all to think!

Secondly~! My Letters!
And here I AM to talk about MY PRIVACY of my letters.

Whenever I received any letters via mail box. My mum would be eager to read the content. And No.. She didn't ask it from me.. She took it and read.. And no..I don't let her to read it, I'll snatch it back and say..

"Hey! This is MY LETTERS!"
"So..?" My mum would say.
"So..?! You should ask the permission from me before you can read the contents! It's my letter after all! You have to respect my privacy you know!"
"Im your mum! Is there anything that I can't see? Let me see!"

Yay! And she won by saying that! I know that YOU are my MUM! And you have all the rights to know what I am doing.. But will you at least let me have some privacy of my own please?

I believe my mum wasn't really mean it to took my letter away and read it and knowing the contents. I believe that she was just trying to get the answer about WHO had sent me letter. Since I don't receive letter often.
It could be anyone :) AhLong( underground bank, if some of you happened on not knowing what AhLong is ) perhaps? To threaten me maybe? Well, But she is pretty sure that I don't get money from AhLong.

Guess I'll just end this MAD LONG entry here..? In case some of you get really bored of this, and get really pissed about me complaining about my mum. Who care..? Me?

And as for conclusion. Should others respect others privacy? Of course they SHOULD! If we don't have to.. Then why are there roomS in our house? And not only one room?
Yea! Its to give others spaces of their own. And yea, everyone has their rights to do anything they want without letting anyone knowing it..

Well anyway..

Thanks for showing your concern MUM.. Love you as always :)

Guess that's all from me! Cheers!

UPDATES : I'LL HIGHLIGHT THIS! CAUSE MY MUM AND I JUST QUARRELED OVER THE LETTER AND MY UNFINISHED BLOG ENTRY! I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE TO PEEP ON WHAT IM TYPING/WRITTING WHEN IT'S NOT DONE! NOT ONLY MY MUM.. BUT EVERYONE!

Pissed by thinking about the past..

You know I was pretty pissed these few days when I think about MY PAST.. lAlAlA!

And so.. I decided to blog it all out..

Firstly, I would just LOVE to talk about something which had nearly crushed me. Remember my entry "Something for you to Think.." ? ( Something which I think I posted last month )

I was just wondering why am I so damn stupid on falling into someone that is so damn NERD! (NO, I am not attacking him/her/it or whatever that someone or something is, You would know the anger when you are at my situation)

Okay, and here is something interesting for you all :)

"I can't get rid of him! I tried to, but he kept on STICKING on me!" Yeaa! I heard this from my friend.
This is SO UNCOOL! Saying something which is totally not true about me? What a "GENTLEMAN" huh..?

Let me just make this clear.. I DID NOT STICK myself to YOU! Yea, I did asked you out for dinner.. Big deal? I can't asked you out for dinner as a friend? Woo! So who is the one that is over thinking/reacting now?
Well, that's fine. At least..! We know who is the one that overly reacted.

And heres the second shitty yet initeresting news!

"I wanted him to go home and sleep at his own place, but he didn't want to.. And we ended up sleeping at my place" Thanks to another of my friend for this message.

Woo..Hold on there.. I would just head back to my own place if I WAS the one who was driving! Sadly to tell, the SOMEONE was driving most of the times!
Alright, time to clear this shit out again.. Hello? Did I ever said..

"Hey, I want to sleep at your place tonight" No I didn't.

"Hey, can we sleep together tonight at your place?" No I didn't!

And please! You can just send me home when your driving! But why the hell did you took the route to your place instead of mine? And now who is the one who wanted who to sleep at whose place? Geex!
And guess what.. My friend told me more ..

"You can just send him home straight? You can say no to him.. DUH?" My friend said.

"Hmm.. Its good to have someone to hug when sleeping some times.. hahaha!" Said by the SOMEONE.

Ha-Ha-Ha! Very funny! And now ? Am I the one who wanted to sleep at YOUR place? Or you are the one who wanted me to sleep at your place.. YOU FAILED! BIG ONE!

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Well, you see, I just felt pretty unfair and pissed whenever I think of these! If my friend didn't had told me about that, I wouldn't had known that the someone said something like that about me at my back! Which totally SUCK BALLS!

I am not mean! I just don't like people to tell something which is TOTALLY UNTRUE about me.. and said it like they have all the right to say so.. And I had totally no rights to say anything to fight back.

When my friend told me about what the SOMEONE says about me, My jaws droped from my mouth's level to the core level of the earth. And the feeling sucks! The someone makes me sounded like some kind of slut who kept on sticking themselves to some sugar daddy or shit to get benefits from them. FUCK!

And after I posted the entry about the SOMEONE and me, lots of my friends thought that Im having depression. But seriously I AM NOT! Please :) You all don't have to worry about me that much.. I am GOOOOOODDDD.. PERFECTLY GOOOODDD!

Got to say that, I was pretty down when we broke up, but I healed myself in an amazing speed. Hehe!

So HuiWennnn! I am really good now! Thanks for caring message when we were mapling that day! Haha! Cute :)

And also Jackie, thank you too for your lovely support on Facebook!

And not forgetting Yuewen as well! Lovely Tweets on Twitter!

MADLY LOVING you all GIRLS!

And NO! I am not undergoing depression/emo or whatever that makes people have the thoughts on killing themselves.

And lastly! Before I end my craps, I'll leave my gmail here :) Been using it for sometimes now.. So was just wondering why not leaving my mailling address here.. And that is MY GMAIL.. NOT MSN. My msn maillig address is crrently been spammed with tons of emails. And that's why I chose to leave my gmail here and not my msn's.

Keep reading to know what's happening around HERE! Get the gossip fresh and HOT here! LOL

This is SOO! CRAPS! But Sweet!

I felt so freaking pissed these few days! As I was been told to stop thinking on going back to Singapore for my study! I felt so damn hopeless for that! Instead, I was been told to start working! And I was like...

WHAT THE FUCK?! With what?! Every company requires a PAPER! (Pretty sure you all knew what Im referring to)

And I was really very very very very very very upset and mad and pissed! I thought that I was always been supported by my family on whatever Im going to do. But I was wrong on that..
Besides that, one of my cousin had been really.. ARGH! Im not sure whether is it right to describe my cousin this way.. But he has been IGNORANT! oOps?

AND NO! HE IS NOT 20 YEAR OLD OR 25! HE IS GETTING SO FREAKING CLOSE TO 40!

But I was so lucky that my mum and my brother was always on my side! (And yea, My dad is the one who asked me to stop thinking on studying in Singapore)

My mum tried to fight for me (when I said fight, I don't mean the war thing like you see in Lord of the Ring alright.. It's to help me to persuade my dad on letting me oversea for my study) but she failed.

BUT! I didn't give up! :) Knowing that going over to Singapore is impossible, I then turned my target on studying to a very local Uni. And I started to get every informations about the Uni. Lucky me that I have a friend who had already started to study in the Uni. I contacted him immediately after I get the news that I am not going to Singapore for the informations about the intake, the courses, the school fees and stuff. And surprisingly, he gave me all the informations within an hour! Woo!

And after getting the infos, I called and tell another of my friend who worked for the Uni before. And he! Has been a VERY BIGG HELP to me! OMG! Im so Freaking touched! He came over to my place just now, and called over to the Uni and dig out everything! Woo! (Although I called the Uni myself already, But he insisted on calling it again)

After getting all the information I need about the Uni, I sms my dad..
"No more Singapore, Can I just apply for a local U for my study?"

And he called back... And surprisingly, he said Yes. :) As he was working, and he said he will be calling me back tomorrow.
Hopefully, he don't change his mind in a night.. D:

Gosh! Maybe I should buy them something? I mean the 2 friends I have there.. Kevin was the first one I mentioned, And Peter was the second one I mentioned!

And a Big thank you (Peter) for the twisting comment on my Facebook! Pretty sure its a big hit for my cousin LOL!

Not going to rant anymore craps here.. Have to bath and get ready for dinner!

Later Guys! And Girls!

Loves!!

Re-watched DreamGirls yesterday! And I am currently addicted to Beyonce's Listen! It's just... Nice XD

I know it's a 2006's song.. And it may sounds pretty outdated to some of you out there.. But who care?

Lady Gaga's Poker face was released last year? Sounds pretty old to me too.. But all the pubs are still doing the PO PO PO PO POKER FACE PO PO PO PO KER FACE.. lol

And yea, everyone enjoyed it..

Well, am here just to share the song :) Cheers! And now.. listen to Listen.

Peace!

Happy New Year!

Ahha! Im on time now this time! Blek!

Not going to make it a long one.. but a quick and short update, Just to Wish you all the best in the very new beginning of 2010.. and may aLLLL your wishes come true!

And once again.. Happy New Year!

P/S: Im going to get myself a new BELT as my new year's gift! Wee!

Go Fred! It's a brand new start! Do it well! BRAVO BRAVOOO!