I wanna be a Project Alpha TV Star!

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Project Alpha is the country's first online reality TV series that gives the viewer a look into Malaysia's top bloggers and see it firsthand on what makes them tick! This project was inspired to give recognition to the growing influence and prominence that bloggers are to our daily lives. From candid to insightful opinions right down to the latest fashion and celebrity news, blogs are becoming a staple in our internet diet.

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A day to Kuching for Peugeot!

When was the last time I visited Kuching..? Hmm? 3years ago? Long enough for me to have another trip to Kuching ya? Teehee! Luckily my friends were planning to go Kuching for a day trip on Monday 22/03/10. And they invited me to join them for the trip. And of course! I AM JOINING LA!

You may ask how long have we stayed there. Well, if you are counting from the very first second that our car wheels reached Kuching's road to the last second our car wheels roll out of Kuching. Then it will be around... Hmm.. 23hours?

Yea! We stayed there for less than 24hours! From the HOURS of us staying in Kuching, you may wanted to and started to ask why were we there for such a short period of times eh? The main purpose for us to go over to Kuching was to have a look at Peugeot 207. And also to have a test drive, possibly. Other than peeping at Peugeot, shopping and eating were never forgotten to be on our list. Hah!

Alright! Here goes my Kuching trip!


Day 1.
Received a message from my friend telling me that we are leaving on 6.30am on Monday morning! Early RIGHT!? No choice, cause we don't want to reach Kuching in the evening, we might miss the working hours of Peugeot's car's showroom.

So yea, my friends picked my up on 6.30AM sharp at my place. Oh yea, my friend is driving us to Kuching. So we went to have our breakfast before we left Sibu.

Honestly, the condition of the road to Kuching is still pretty bad. Although many said that it is much better than before.. But it stil suck.

And we got lucky. It wasn't raining when were were halfway on the road. But it started to rain when we were halfway on the road. Don't laugh at the sentence please, cause I have no idea where on earth were we when it is raining! All I know is that, we were in the middle of the road! In the middle of NO WHERE!

Okay now, photos time!

Sunny!

And this is US in the car. Brandon and I at the back seat. AhTung at the passenger seat, and Peter, at the driver's seat.

And this is how a Honda Accord's console board looks like. Mad cool right? Madly loving how it looks like!

I am not really a car person. But Honda Accord is just comfortable. And classy!

"OF COURSE LA, IT COST OVER 100K in RM LA YOU IDIOT!"

You may say.

"FUCK YOU LA, MINI COOPER ALSO COST MORE THAN 100K in RM LA YOU DUMBSHIT, AND IT DOESN'T SEEMS TO BE THAT COMFORTABLE LEH? SO SMALL. MANY SAYS IT'S CUTE SOMEMORE LOR? WHICH PART CUTE AH? IT LOOKS LIKE KELISA LA PLEASE!"

I might answer. (No offends, just the view of mine. Well and if you happened to be one who own a Kelisa ops, I meant Mini, I mean no harm :) Different people differet view)

Alright back on topic! And here is a cam whore of me with Brandon!

Whoa! It's been so long I didn't show my face on my own blog!

And I dozed off after that. The ride is long, and I can't stand it. So I slept. After hours and hours of being thrown into the air, and being pulled back down to my seat by gravity, AND FINALLY! We are in KUCHING! Thank god no more bumpy road!

The first thing we do when we reached Kuching, was to look for another of our friend. Edmund. He was having his medical checkup when we called him, so we went to have our lunch and took Peter's car to the Original Carwash, before we meet him up. Brandon is meeting his friend as well, so he left us.

And what a WOW, when I saw the building that is built for car washing. You guys have any idea how a car washing centre in Sibu's looks like? It's mostly at the roadside with a tiny metal rooftop covering to shade their workers, and that's it. And all the soapy water, and dirtied water would just flow all over on the road.

Take a look at this. It WOW-ed me.

There is an indoor and outdoor of this CarWash centre/Cafe. You can choose to have your meals or your drinks indoor with Air-Cond, or at the outdoor section with a windy environment.

By walking into the main entrance(which I forgot where it is) it'll be the indoor section. And by walking to the left side, it'll lead you to the outdoor section. And Tung, Peter and I were waiting at the outdoor section for Peter's car.

And this is how the open-air looks like. And yes, you can smoke at the open-air area. Ashtrays were placed readily on the tables.

Spectacular!

And this is where the cars are being washed. This is just right beside the open air section.

The Menu.

Peter ordered The Original Car Wash Juice while we were waiting for his car. And guess what? The juice was AMAZINGLY, AWESOMELY SOUR! Sorry to tell, but none of us liked it.

And Pete's car is done within 15minutes. And~ It's time for Peugeot!

We need Edmund to lead us to the showroom, cause Peter is not familiar with Kuching. So we pick Ed up after he is donne with his medical checkup. And Boom! We're on our way to Peugeot's showroom!

Let's have some fun~ This beat is sick! I wanna take a ride on your disco stick! Let's have some fun this beat is sick! I wanna take a ride on your disco stick! HUR!

Ladies and Gentlemen! Here is the mighty(not really) Peugeot 207!

TAADAAH!!

It's a convertible car! This is when the top is being closed!

The good thing about the top cover is that, it is hard top. It's not soft top! I never like soft top. It just looks so damn easy to pierce through.

Another head shot of it! :)

And this is how the interior looks like!

Hmm.. The console board was pretty much...... Disappointing! We just didn't expected that the console board looks so common. Can't really blame the design though, this was the design on 2005! Maybe it looks good and cool in 2005?

And now! Imma show you guys how the top works! It almost feels like the car is going to transform into a robot! lol

Pictures speaks thousand words! Let's have a look!

COOOOOOOLLLL RIGHT?!!?

TaaDaah! Peugeot 207 without the top cover! Looks so.. different!!

Another view of it!

Have been peeping and scanning and browsing every single part of 207 for nearly an hour! And finally we are done scanning. And yes! The salesgirls said they will let us to have the test drive on the next morning!

So, BYE PEUGEOT! See you tomorrow!

And HI THE SPRING!

Walking around pointlessly with the gang in tHe Spring. WHY NO PHOTOS? Cause, there is nothing special and worthy for me to take photos of. Seriously.

And they say the fountain thingy inside tHe Spring is arty! And it is designed by who who who. And it's so famous and this and that..

To us? We were like..

"Whatever.. It looks pale, and nothing else. Sorry" And not forgetting to roll our eyes.

Had Manhattan Fish Market for lunch! The food was nice, but overly PRICED! And we even thought that they miscalculated EVERYTHING! Which costed us that much!

After we were done with the Fish Market. We went to another car's trading centre to look for more hot cars.

And while we were on the road, we were disussing aboutt he Peugeot. And Pete spotted this! And suggested Tung to buy this!

IT'S PEUGEOT SOMMORE!!! HAHAHA!

After a 5minute's ride. And here we are! The car trading centre! The first thing that came into our eyes when we were driving into was this.

Head shot of the Nissan 370z!

The ass shot of it. lol

And yes! We know the latest(at least in Sarawak) Fairlady 370z is attractive! But it just don't make it into Tung's top list. Why? Cause Fairlady 350Z is way too overated in Sibu. Although we haven't seen any 370 in Sibu yet, but don't you think 350 and 370 looks alike? No for you? YES YES YES for me. Just the headlights are different.

And that is why 370 don't make it on Tung's list. Too bad :)

And guess what? I touched a Ferrari :) No big deal for you?

YOU TOUCHED IT BEFORE MEH? I bet the most were you STARRING AT FERRARI'S LOGO ON YOUR GOOGLE PAGE LA!

Now here is the real thing!

Cool not?!

I liked this one. The reddish interior looks better and cooler! AND CLASSY!

And the Ferrari above, was SOLD!

After a couple of hours of browsing and scanning and discussing about the cars we've seen. And finally! It's our shopping hours!

And yes! We went back to tHe Spring! Cause Pete wanted to get some shirt from Padini! Cause the shirts there were so damn cheap! Less 50%!!!

And and! Pete bought us donuts! It taste like heaven! YumYum! It somehow reminds me of my days in Singapore! I'll just make sure I am eating donuts whenever I am passing by the donuts selling stall! It's too good to resist!

Done with the shopping! And we went to some Thai restaurant for our dinner. It was good! And spicy. lol

I am started to feeling sleepy already when we were done with dinner. Pig like huh? And Pete is asking to go for movie! And the movie is at 10.45PM!!!

We are watching DayBreaker!

And yes! We went back to tHe Spring for our movie. Crazy not? Step into Spring thrice a day!

The preview of DayBreaker was pretty good! And pretty scary too! And I wonder what took it so long to be release in Sibu! It was just released last week in Sibu! What the hell?!

While waiting for Pete to get us our tickets, I saw the preview of The Last Aribender(or something), It looks good! And it looks pretty cool too! Looking forward to watch the movie!

Brandon with the shiny stair!

The cineplex looks awesome! Looks so much better than Sibu's. Sibu's really need some maintenance man! I mean seriously.

And I wonder when will Sibu's cineplex be like those in the big cities!

Honestly. The film suck. And that explain why it gets so many negative feedback :)

I nearly dozed off while watching it!! Boring plus I am tired! Uhh! Don't enjoy the movie at all! Vampire bites human, and human turn into Vampire. And vampire bites the ex-vampire who found a cure to turn themselves back to human, and the vampire turn human. And every one goes mad, and started to bite here and there.

Felt so glad when the movie is over! WeehOO! It is finally the time for us to head home and sleep!

When we reached Ed's place. I am the first one who dashed myself into the bath room and clean myself, get changes and sleep! I can't wait for another second anymore! I think I'll faint if I wait any one more second. Cause I was mad sleepy already!

Day 2.

Tung woke me up by shaking my leg. And when I opened my eyes and tries to look for the one who woke me up, I then realized that I AM IN KUCHING. Nothing special right? But at least it is quite special and fresh to be woken up and you are not in your own room.

Tung is rushing everyone in the house. Cause he needs to be at Peugeot's showroom at 9am sharp to test his baby Peugeot 207!

Just too bad that I didn't take any photo of me in the 207, while Tung is driving! But it's really windy! Cause we didn't put on the top cover. 207 was mainly two seated! The back seat was pretty small. Guess it is designed for children. But I managed to squeeze myself in. Thank god I am thin enough to squeeze myself in. Hehe!

And of course! We all enjoyed the ride! It was pretty fun and my very frist time to hop on a car without a "roof"!

Oh ya! We left and went to peep on a BMW's sport car. Surprisingly..

IT DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE OF US. The interior was bad. VERY NOT OUR TASTE.

The car body was nice though. The shape I meant.

After we got disappointed by the BM, it's time to say ByeBye to Kuching! We started to drive home around 12plus noon time.

And I reached home around 5plus If im not mistaken. I went straight to sleep after I took a shower! Gah! And my friend called me and woke me up. I don't blame her though, she was a close friend of mine :) And thanks for the talk ya! (You know who I meant)

What I think about Kuching?

Hmm... Although it's just a one day trip to Kuching. And we spent most of our times on cars. But! I saw a lot arty-farty's building! I think they are special! Didn't take any photos of the buildings though, as we were driving by, and it's too fast for me to capture it with good angle. And really, I love the design of the buildings.

Oh ya! And there is alot Cafe right? I don't know where that place is, but when we were passing by, I saw a lot of beautiful Cafes. Awesome street! Personally love the riverside's view.

Alright now! This entry is getting too long and pointless now. Think I'll just end it with ..

Cam whore No.1

Cam whore No.2

While Im on my way back to Sibu.

My Green Green Hometown. Sibu.

Whenever Im heading out to my friend's Cafe, I would have to take the route which is nearly covered up by leaves vertically above our head. I love it.

It, somehow gave me a feeling of relaxing. And peaceful. Whenever I am passing by, I would drive real slow. The leaves above our head, blocked out most of the sunlight, which gave the area a dim look. And that is what makes the area lovely. I don't know how you guys sees that place, but it is really lovely to me. Seriously.

When I was heading home few days ago after getting back my cam from my friends, I passed by the lovely "little jungle". And I thought...

"Why not I just take a picture of it?"

Beautiful right? Told you so

I'm sure you(Siburians) would know where this is. After the turn, up ahead, it leads the drivers to..

Siburians :) You just have to say YES. When someone ask you "Is Sibu beautiful?"

I'll be stoned if you say no. Take a look at the RiverSide. Is it not beautiful enough? It is perfect enough to be the tourist spot of Sibu already! Malls are not necessary for tourist who came from the other countries, they have better and bigger malls than Sibu does. But they don't have Rejang River! They don't see the beauty of Sibu's RiverSide in their own country!

Hmm.. We have buildings in our town too. So please, to those who had never been to Sibu or to Sarawak before, you all can really stop asking us if we are really living on a tree. We have trees, but we don't live on trees. Even if we do, we have escalators and lifts to get us up to our home/trees.

I'll try and get rid of my craps. And show you guys more of the greenish Sibu.

Greeny right? We just have to be happy and glad that we are still able to see all these greeny greeny trees and plants around us. And while I was driving around and searching for more greeny Sibu, the sky turned dark, and it started to rain. The rainy and wet Sibu looks better. Trust me. Alot more better! (Well, at least for me.)

Too bad that I did't took much picture of the wetty Sibu. It was already hard to take photo while driving, and it is ten times harder to take picture when it is raining, and when I am busy pulling straight my steering wheel!

At least I have two photos for ya before I end this entry. Enjoy ya!

Alice By Avril Lavigne

New Single by Avril Lavigne. It is so freaking good, and I ran out of words on describing how good it is! You just have to listen to it for yourself to believe how good it actually IS! Woo!

And back off, you Avril Lavigne Haters. We(Avril Lavigne's fans) do not need your harshly comments. You can keep them for youself, or you can yell them at your mum. Or do whatever you want to let your ass off. Just not to tell it in front of Avril Lavigne's fans :) Cheers!

Here is something for you all to SEE and to SHOUT and to CHEER! Woo!

The Music Video of Alice is awesome! One word to describe it. GOTHIC.

And I felt really sorry that some of you out there, got no idea who on earth Avril Lavigne is. And I was like.. WHAT THE..?!

Well, that's okay. Guess the picture above would remind you who Avril is.

AVRIL IS AWESOME! AND NO.. SHE IS NOT A BITCH!

I'll block this, If I were you.

Facebook is a really good place for me to "hang around" online. I personally love reading people's status and comments on Facebook. And not forgetting to have a look at the photos that my friends were being tagged. Some of the photos are seriously funny and stupid, they always gave me a good laugh!

Recently... I've been receiving these..(photos) in a freaking hell huge amount. Its almost like my friends were spamming me with those things. Which I find it ridiculously, pointless.

I am not the only one who find these "I just hit you with.." craps irritating. My friends said so too.

They don't hit you with only delicious food like the above pictures, they hit you with some pillows and other stuffs too. How "COOL" was that? How many of you actually HIT BACK the sender? I ignore it everytime my friends hit me with Grilled Salmon, Pizza, Terriyaki shits, or whatever it is.

And see what it says.. "Remember the Food Fight Rule! The person who does not throw back food in 24hours loses."

Seriously? So what do I get if I throw the sender back something?

It's rather annoying, whenever I received like 5 notifications on Facebook, 3 out of 5 notifications are from the Food Fight thing. It really irritates me when I was so eargerly to see what are the notifications I've received, thinking that it could be some interesting comments that made by my friends, or maybe that I was tagged in a photo, and when I clicked on the icon, it showed me those Food Fight notifications. Which is so.. (Alright.. I ran out of words. Happy?)

I didn't know how to block the application before! But now I know! You all must be thinking that I am so damn stupid, cause I don't even know how to block that application off! I didn't know how, was because, I wasn't that active on Facebook before! But I am now! I don't even bother to read a single shit on my Facebook profile before, But now, I read everything! Including the Food Fight! And that is why! I've find it lame and irritating! And that is why I wanted to block it! And that is why! I've found out how to block it!

*Just in case some of you out there, are still wondering on how to block thise application off, Imma teach you all how now!*

Well, there is 2 ways for you to stop seeing the application on your Facebook profile page. The first.. Is to click on the remove button one by one on the posts that is on your page. In case you didn't where to find this "remove" button.. Here it is.

By clicking it. A notice would pop out. Asking you if you really want to delete this post off. Click on YES to remove it.

Okay, simple and easy. That was the first way to REMOVE the post. So now.. How do you BLOCK this off PERMENANTLY? As a real kind hearted person , Fred will now tell you guys on how to block this thing off.

Starting by, choosing any of the posts that is from Food Fight application. And you'll find this..

Click on the [ hide all posts from app ] ( Circled on the above picture ).

Done? And it'll lead you to..

Click on NO, if you do not want to receive any emails from the Food Fight application. Click on yes if you wish to receive their mails. Or, you can choose to ignore it, by scrolling down your page.. and you will see this.

Just click on it, and it will lead you to the main page of the Food Fight application. And when you entered the main page of the Food Fight application, you'll see the exact same thing as you saw above. Simply just click on the "Block this application" to block this application off. And here is the one that you are going to see when you entered the main page of the application.

The only thing that is different is that, there is no red arrow pointing on the "Block Application". Click on the "Block Application" (as cicrcled).

And Weee! The application will never be posted on your Facebook profile page, ever!

Short Update for my Birthday : Thank you, Jasmine, Terry, Edmund and TJ for the birthday surprise, and thanks for the cake. Thank you Alan, for the brownies. Thank you Peter, for the multi wearable AirWalk bag. Thank you Jackie, for the shirt. And thank you all, to whoever that wishes me a Happy Birthday on Facebook, through Phone calls, through Text Messages, through MSN, and Skype.

Early Birthday?

Ahha! My birthday is here again! And guess what..
"WHAT?!"

My close friends are all in KL now.
"HOOOORAYYYYY! NO BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION FOR YOU THIS YEAR!"

TaaDahh! If you think so, then you are wrong! I know there might not be a huge birthday celebration for me this year. Well, at least I know that I will be receiving wishes from friends. And I think that is more than enough.

Maybe I sounded like I want all of you to buy me present on my Facebook/Twitter. But seriously, I didn't really mean it that way. I mean, REALLY!
*Just in case that you are still not my friend on Facebook, start and ADD ME NOW, by clicking on the badge on the side bar there.*
*Just in case that you are still not following me on Twitter, DO IT NOW.*

Although there is still one day left to the actual date of my birthday, but I've already started to receive wishes from friends on Facebook.
And someone I added on Facebook recently, gave me a call, and said Happy Birthday to me. Just sweet!

Hmm.. And I guess if there is going to be a celebration for me this year, I think I might not be able to post any photos of it. Why? It's because~ My camera, Is in KL with my friends! They borrowed mine!

But! You don't have to worry about the presents! I'll be posting them up for sure, after I got my cam back! Hehe!(If and only I receive anything!)
As for the cake.. Hmm! I don't think I can post it up? No cam with me! DUH! Only if you have a cam with you, take the photo down, and send it to me! :)
*Referring to whoever that is going to buy me cake or to make me one.*

Uhh! But I am still expecting for your wishes! Don't be stingy will ya? Will you at least wish me a Happy Birthday? Any of you..!

Temper takes over!

Honestly, a lot of peoples around me doesn't really know that I have a very bad temper. Why? Cause I don't really show it to the peoples around me. I don't see the reason why should I show my anger upon something that is so tiny and little, which don't even have to solve it with any shouting and yelling! Oh ya and by the way, just for your information, I'm a person who keep one's temper well.

I mean, why should I show it for no reason? Unless some stupid bitch just pisses me off so so bad, and For sure.. she is dead!

Well, I have close friends. And yea, I've asked quite a number of them this..
"Bro, tell me honestly.. Do you think I have a bad temper?"

And guess what did they said?
"Seriously, no you don't. I mean it."

Yea! Bingo! I don't really show my anger or my temper to my close friend. When they are really really really close to me. Only if they did something which is so fucking bad and pissed me and get me so damn mad into the deepest core of this earth.. And yea.. Super Sayan Fred is in the house!


Here is a story to share with you guys.

When I was still in Secondary School. I have a good friend. Nil. We've been knowing each other since Primary School. And we get to know a girl, Pauline, when we were in Sec 3. The 3 of us get along so well in such a short period. Which makes everyone thinks that we are having some sort of weird relationship between the 3 of us, and we, the 2 guys are still willing to share the same girl.( That is so wrong! ) There is nothing chemical and shit among us.

When I was still in Sec 4, I was pretty close to another 2 girls whos studying at the next class to mine. Corine and Katty. As days passes, we found ourselves to be closer and closer to each other.(No chemistry shit here too) Nil and Pauline knew this 2 girls as well. And we've became such a good gang in our school. Corine and Katty treated me well, so was Nil and Pauline. I was madly in love with them! And I thought I've found myself the best gang for myself to hang out, and to do school's works together. Until.. The lessons after school started, and the Piano class I picked up.


The Piano Class.
Corine played so well in piano. And I've started to fell in love with the notes on her music sheets. And whenever I see those sheets, I'll ask her to explain those notes to me. Since I can't read a single thing by looking at the "bean sprouts" on the music sheets. And we've been talking about the music and the notes for quite sometimes already, and finally, I've decided to learn piano.(I wasn't into on getting to high grade and stuff, but I just want to know how to read the notes and play the song) Corine and I were so closed ever since I've started my piano class. We've been talking and discussing about the theories and stuff. Although Katty don't really understand those notes, but she was always with us, waiting for us to finish on the notes thing, so that we could talk about something fun and hear the laughter of each other. Things got so well among Corine, Katty and I. But things got worsen between Pauline, Nil and I. Pauline started to get jealous, because I was so closed with Corine and Katty. And Pauline said maybe that I got bored of her and Nil, and that is why I am so close with Corine and Katty now. But the truth was never like this. How will I ever get bored of my close friends? We have so many things to talk about, and we had so much fun together, How will I ever complain about my dear old friends?

I had never tried to get rid of Pualine and Nil. Why should I? Pauline told the others that I picked up piano was because I was trying to woo Corine. I had never thought Pauline would say such thing behind my back. Nil said nothing, neither was he trying to defend me. And things started to get ugly. Pauline had started to be all bitchy and said dirty things. She started to insult my friend Corine and Katty, said something bad about us behind our back, and act like we were the one who said bad things about her behind her back. And when we heard what she said about us, we asked her why is she doing this to us. She didn't really asnwered what we asked, instead, she started to act like we were bullying her in a way. And our friendship is getting worse, as day passed.


The lessons after school.
We used to have extra lessons/classes after we finished our school. We went and pay on our own to some tuition centre, and they provide us extra classes. Pauline, Nil and I went to the same tuition centre to have our extra Maths class. After following the Maths class, I don't see myself improving, but my it is getting even worse. I failed almost everytime.(In case you didn't know, I wasn't a Straight As student.) And I can't seems to be understanding what does the tutor was trying to teach us. And when we were given extra questions to solve, I get it all wrong all the times. I've tried to seek help from Pauline and Nil, and they are not the solution. And I was so down and I felt hopeless. As the final exam is getting nearer and nearer, and my Maths is still a mess. And so, I told Corine and Katty about this. And they asked why not to try the tuition centre they both went? And try the tutor out, and see whether do I understand the tutor. And I listened to what they said. No harm to try, right?

After following Corine and Katty to their tuition centre, and tried out my very first class there. I seems to be knowing more things than I expected. And I know why I don't understand a single things from my previous tutor, it's because he never went into details on everything. And that's why I've been missing this and that, and made all my calculation wrong. And that is why I've always get everything wrong! I guess that's a class for top students eh?

On my first class with Corine and Katty, I told Pauline and Nil that I won't be attending the Maths class with them, as I will be having it with Corine and Katty. And here comes the problems. Pauline and Nil wasn't very happy about me following Corine and Katty. And I've tried to explain to them that, I will be only attending the class with Corine and Katty for a day first, and see whether do I understand anything, If I do, I'll follow them. No point for me stick with the same old tutor and learn nothing. If I don't, then I will still be back to Pauline and Nil's. But they didn't seems to be understanding enough. They had tried to spread things like..

"Fred is trying to get rid of us, and he is sticking himself to Corine and Katty"

"Fred changed place for his tuition, he changed to Corine and Katty's.. I think he changed it just because he wanted to be with them."

That was so not true. But what can I do? Nothing, but to let them continue on these. I've tried to talk things out, but it doesn't really work.

Things got worse. And I am really getting annoyed and sick of Pauline spreading unecessary and untrue stories and rumors. And I've tried to seek for Nil's help. I have always been wondering why didn't Nil stop Pauline from doing such things to me. And the truth? The truth was that, Nil thinks alike as Pauline did. Which got me so mad! We have been knowing each other for so long! And he don't even believe in me, But a girl we met when we were in Sec 3?

And thing got ever worse when Pauline started to behave like a bitch. She told everyone that I was filthy. And when everyone sees me, they were all like..

"Hey, that is the guy Pauline was talking about.."

Theres one day, when I passed by Pauline's desk, I saw my name on a paper on her desk. So I stoped myself and read the paper.

"Fred is the most filthy guy I had ever met. And he is in the same class as me, And I can't believe that he is such a bitch! Screw him to death! Bla bla bla bla bla!"

She wasn't by her desk when I was reading the note, she went to see the counselling teacher, and she made it looks like I am the one who was bullying her all the while. And whenever she is back to the class, she would be crying like crazy.

And that's it. Everyone has its limit. And I guess that was the max for me to her.
I've never been so loud in front of the whole class, including the teacher! Never for once I talked so rude to my teacher!
The teacher was trying to stop me, cause I looked like I am going to beat Pauline up in no time.(Although I have the thought, but I didn't do it.) And I asked the teacher to SHUT UP, and continue my words on Pauline. We argue and quarreled. We stoped when we our principle walking towards our block.
And I was asking her, why is she doing these silly things to me.. And she was like.. "SO WHAT.. SO WHAT SO WHAT!" And that got me even more mad! Silly girls!
And everyone in my class were like.. "WAH FRED! YOU ARE.. SO DIFFERENT!"

*And I felt really silly when we were done quarreling.. why? You'll find out later..*

And that was the last time(I think) I shown my anger/temper to my friends.

Last few days, I've felt the same anger again. Wonder what get me so mad this time?

A message.

I don't know why it get me so mad. And Im boiling hot when I read the message, and I am really trying to control myself not to throw any chairs or to kick any chairs or to slam on my keyboard, or do whatever that is going to break something that is in this house. But, I did some. Just some tiny things. Bah!
Threw the chair off, and beat so hard on my cupboard.

Was having a chat with a friend on Skype when I read the message. And I told him everything, And he was like.. "Hey, calm down, don't do something that is going to hurt yourself!"
And I was like.. " ROOOOOOOOOARRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" And I was breathing like Im having Asthma! Geez!
But I guess I just can't get mad at the message sender for long? Wonder why? Maybe he is just special? I felt better after I threw and kick the chairs and also the beatings on cupboard.. Hehe! Violence eh?
*Not trying to scare you guys off, But as long as you don't do something that pisses me that bad, I don't really show you my anger. AT ALL! WINK*

Uh! I am not saying that I am SUCH A KIND PERSON, and I have no temper at all, I am just saying that, I don't show my anger to my friends that easy. Unlike some peoples that I've met in this tiny little town, they get angry over some tiny little things. Things like what you may ask.. Things like..

"HMPH! MY BF DIDN'T REPLY MY TEXT IN 10MINUTES! I WANT TO BREAK UP WITH HIM! HE MUST BE WOO-ING OTHER GIRLS!"
Err, hello? Can you wait? What if he is working?

"HMPH! MY MUM DIDN'T BOUGHT ME ANYTHING FOR MY BIRTHDAY! I HATE HER!"
Err, hello? No present.. So? Are you dying?

I've seen peoples throwing their anger on me, and I've seen peoples throwing and letting off their anger on others too. I didn't said that you CANNOT do that, but just make sure that you are letting it off on the right person.(Is he/she the one who pisses you?)
One of my relative just quarreled with her hubby, and I guess she lost the battle? And when Im trying to talk to her, she was talking so damn harshly to me. And it gave me a shock.. And when I find out what got her so mad and pissed.. that really gave me an idea on blogging this shit out here.

So please please please! Peoples, do control your temper. And not to show it and let it off on anyone. This is really something not right to do so. And, I am not encouraging you all to kick and throw chairs like I did, or to beat on the cupboard, not even to mention on cutting yourself with knifes and etc.. That's not what you should do. Calm youself down, and try to talk things out nicely. Anger can't help you on solving anything. Trust me.. it don't. Love matter or whatever matter it is.. try to think, before you actually act. And this is why I felt so silly when I am thinking back the times I showed my friends the furious side of me and yell and shout for nothing. Because I didn't think, before I act. I was so not a gentlemen to quarrel and to yell at a girl. I should've let her finish her craps, and try to talk things out in a nice way, instead of yelling.

Be cool alright? Well, if the one your trying to talk to doesn't give a shit or don't even bother on listening to you, and he/she is still crapping all along..
Here.. Why not you try to burn his/her house down, scratch his/her car, and try to attack him/her from behind when you see him/her on the street, especially when you see him/her walking alone in the night.

You know that I am joking, don't you? No..?

P/S: Names were being changed for the above stories. If anyone of you happen to have the same name as what I've mentioned. Well, I'm very sorry. I am VERY sure that you are not the one I am talking about.